I have put up with alot more than I needed to in my life out of fear of rejection or being alone. I used to be so worried about what other people thought about me, both in such an UNhealthy way. When I was in an abusive relationship I didn't want to leave the abuser because I was afraid of being alone. When I'd get cheated on, lied to and disrespected in relationships I'd cry and argue but I never left maybe threatened to but never left as I should of because yet again I didn't want to be alone. I was afraid that if I would have walked away or said the things I needed to truly end it they really would've been gone and I didn't want to be rejected, I didn't want to be alone, and then there was that lie I'd say to myself all the time " he loves me, he really does" smh. Isn't it interesting how much we will put up with just to "have someone" in our lives out of fear of being rejected or being alone? We are worth so much more than being with someone that does not have the ability nor want or can't be who we need them to be. You are a child of the most high GOD and he created you to be loved not abused, cheated on, lied to or disrespected. You are NEVER alone GOD loves you UNCONDITIONALLY and when you
realize whose you are and how VALUABLE you are you won't allow ANYONE to say or treat you otherwise EVER again.