Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,
Magnified love unto you. I love you Jesus. I love you Jesus…words so beautiful to speak. Can I just speak your name over and over? Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. Melodic, tranquil and hypnotic…Jesus that’s what you are. I’m safe in you. I don’t want to make a single move if you are not a part of it. I can’t tell you enough how much I love you, how much I need you…to be filled with you. You’re the reason my heart beats so that I can love you. There’s none other worthy of the adoration or praise!! You’re so peaceful and forgiving. You love all of us with NO question, you don’t care who we USED to be, you just love us for who we ARE. You are the shelter from the storm, my safe place. You are what I had been searching for all my life. It wasn’t in a man. It wasn’t in “love” making. It wasn’t in the wine, beer or the pill bottles. It wasn’t in the boxes of cigarettes or the bags of marijuana. IT’S ALL IN YOU!!! I was slowly killing myself chasing a fulfillment that doesn’t even exist outside of you. I look back on it now and it seems so stupid, selfish even. What the heck was I doing to myself? I was on the fast track all right, to the grave. Thank you for saving a wretched sinner such as myself. Thank you for unconditional love. Thank you for being the lover of my soul. Thank you for being Unselfish in your sacrifice of life.
Abba Father, Daddy God, Sweet Jesus, My Precious King, My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ
I know you will NEVER lie to me, get drunk and call me names, tell me I’m ugly or love me then leave me. I know you will NEVER mislead me, rape me or forsake me. I know you will NEVER tell me what you think I want to hear just to get something you want from me, push me down a flight of stairs or cheat on me. I know you will NEVER beat me with a 2 X 4, terrorize me or punch on me. Lord, I know you will NEVER steal from me, use me for sex then ignore me, create my children then turn your back on them, tell me I’m everything your looking for then never be with me. I know you will NEVER tell me I’m not good enough to love you, lay with women behind my back then come home and abuse me, kick me down and take my kids or molest me. Sweet Jesus, I know you will Never mentally, physically or emotionally abuse me. My precious, precious Lord, I know you will NEVER hold my past or the mistakes that I’ve made against me. I know you see me as whole and complete, a child of God, an heir to the most high King, the head and NOT the tail, above only and NOT beneath, the lender and NOT the borrower. Father, I know you see me only as an anointed daughter of the king. In you Abba Father I know that I am safe. I know that I can trust you to never use me and leave me broken empty or confused. In Jesus mighty name. Amen, Amen and Amen.